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I'm officially back to Heroes. And I'm happier than ever. (Important personal post)
Well, I'm finally back. Officially. If you've been reading my past questions for the past month or so and know what I've been going through, this is the official conclusion of it all. And you know, this unfortunate experience made me realize how much addiction can ruin someone.
I was so addicted to Heroes before my phone reset. And now that I've had this long break, I see that it was good for me. I won't say too much (just read my previous question to know more), but for the entire span I've been gone from Heroes, it's helped me clear up a lot of things.
Id cling to it. If I was bored or just wanted to ignore my responsibilities or didn't want to deal with something. But being detached from it, I've been steadily improving my depression, connected with more friends, I've come to accept my bisexuality more and more, and ive just been so happy as of late. And now that I'm coming back to Heroes, I'm finally over it. I don't feel as connected to it anymore and that's not a bad thing. I still love the game, but I'm not attached and reliant to it as I used to be. The absence made me face the things I didn't want to, and I'm grateful for that. And now that I'm closing this event that happened to me, I don't think I'll ever be as clingy to something again.
And coming back has been fun so far, H!Mia even came home from a yolo summon for my return! My Flier Emblem is complete! I'm picking up on FB, and the new maps that I missed on while I've been gone have been fun. And seeing all of my units again like Caeda and Marth is just pure eye candy. I love it! But I will always remember, to just take a break from Heroes every now and then. It will really help clear the mind and help me focus.
To those of you that have commented on my past questions and have supported me, thank you. This has been a jumble of emotions through this experience with me but, I'd say it was worth. Expect to see my back in the forums and question soon. Because I feel active and refreshed!
-SheildOfWind

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